I've never been any good with the "in-betweens" in life. The in between student and graduation, the in between of foster care and reunification, the in between of faith and redemption, the in between of whether or not Alex is ever going to be my foster sister and child.
Right now I'm in a tunnel of "in-betweens", and there's no resolution, especially with my clients. I have no idea what my role is of late. I put out fires, I try to put them in the right direction, and it seems as though I'm back at square 1. Like I'm a new baby case manager again. I don't seem to be developing any sense of expertise in my field. I'm regressing!